I kiss Everyone but then I kiss no one...

I kiss everyone. But then I really kiss no one.
I Live everyday to find my elusive peace.
I Work hard to a fault. Not for others but for myself and for the way I feel I should work.
I Talk about running all the time and normally would. But lately I don't feel so inclined to run anymore.
I Wish upon stars... and moons and acorns.
And I place those acorns in my loved ones hands and know that all I wish will come true for them.
I Enjoy the feeling in my heart when it is on fire.
I Look at the world with rose colored glasses. It's something I wont change about myself.
I Find I often get the biggest kick from things that catch me off guard.
I Smell a flower and it makes me want to paint or draw or create.
I Hide how I feel deep inside from most people. There are a few people who have been able to read me like a book and break through all of that.

I Pray for happiness. For me and for anyone else I encounter.
I Walk but never in my Father or my Mothers footsteps. My journey is uniquely mine.
I Write to express myself.
I write to tell special people things I cannot say in person.
I See as no one else does. And then I wonder why they cant see things the way I do.
I Sing at the top of my lungs when I am happy. And I cry when I don't fool someone enough that they know when I am sad.
I Can do anything I set my mind to. It is my gift.
I Watch….and I love to be watched. I like to be the center of attention at times, but I know when not to be.
I Yearn for a day when everything I have seen in my dreams comes true.
I Daydream every second of every day. Without it I wouldn't be me. My dreams are my passion.
I Want to be the person that no one ever forgets. I want to be unforgettable and undeniable.
I Cry when I can no longer laugh. And then I only cry for a minute and then allow my smile to come back.
I Read billboards. Especially ones about Alpacas.
I Love every single child in the world. Every child has something so beautiful about themselves that is just busting to be allowed out.
I make it a point to let them know what it is I see in them and pray that those words will stick with them and someday change their lives for the better.
I Wonder about love. Will I ever find it and find someone who will give it back the way i am willing to give it.
I Touch everything. Including people I meet. Some think it's a bad habit. I think it's a way to let people know you are paying attention to them and that I think they are special.
I Hurt over the silliest things. But then I am strong when it comes to the hardest things.
I Fear not one thing. I do not live in a spirit of fear.
I will not voice fears because it gives them wings to grow and to take over your life. No fear for this girl. I will take comfort though.
I Hope for everyone to follow their dreams. And to never take themselves and their dreams for granted. We have dreams for a reason.
I Break the bank when I am sad. I think it is my release. It's a habit I want to break.
I Eat only when I remember to. I have tried to train myself to eat three meals. But I get so caught up in my day or my thoughts I forget.
I Quit nothing. To a fault even. And when I am pushed to the point of no choice. But, I am blessed beyond measure because I do not quit. Maybe I should give in more often and not be so determined. Ok..that was a one second thought and its over now.
I am not a quitter.
I Bathe in Jacuzzi tubs. And showers that are made for a King. Its my one guilty pleasure.
I Drink water like its going out of style. I drink pop very rarely. I drink alcohol when I want to cut loose in a different way. When just smiling through the day isn't enough any more.I Stopped no actually, I never stopped believing in destiny.
I know where my destiny lies.I Save every single sentimental thing I can. Everything is a memory to me.
I Hug everyone I can get my hands on that needs one. Even strangers if I can get away with it.
I Play music and I dance around the house when no one is looking. Lately there have been contractors at my house everyday and I haven't been able to and it is sorely missed.
I Miss knowing that there aren't bad people in the world. I never wanted to know the truth about that.I Hold my heart in my hands. Way too often anymore.I Forgive every single person who needs forgiven. Its my best and my worst quality.I Drive to try to find my peace through mini Renee Runs. I put the moon roof down and I play the music loud and I sing and I cry and I drive fast and I go absolutely nowhere. I just drive.I Learn to say no. But I don't want to.I Have a mom and an aunt who are legally blind. I secretly feared I would go blind for years and the most selfish thought I ever had was about that. That what would I do if I couldn't see all the beautiful colors and all the beautiful things. Of course I would still have seen them. Only with my heart instead of my eyes.I Don't believe in limited chances to be happy. I believe that we all have as many chances as we are willing to take to grab our happiness. And also, that we all deserve to be happy. Even if that means freeing the person who makes you sad so they can also go and find their happiness. Ok..maybe above wasn't my most selfish thought or action. Maybe holding onto to something that wasn't where I found my happiness was.I Made myself climb to the top of something simply because I was so afraid to do it.
I Kiss everyone. But then I really kiss no one. My ex used to hate that about me that I wouldnt kiss him.I Believe people kiss the way they want you to kiss them back. Its very telling.
I Wait patiently. Almost all the time. And when I get impatient my world falls apart. But inside I am impatient for all things I want.
I Need to be happy. Sadness is not who I am.
I Feel as if I have a whole life ahead of me. A million things to accomplish all while seeking my peace. I know I will find it.
I Know that I am right all the time. Even when I don't know how I am right I am . sometimes I wish I weren't always so right. Luckily I don't always voice when I am right. I think I spoke this one over myself for too many years.
I Wonder how it is in this great big world. I became who I am.I Am someone who would gather the whole world up in my arms and keep them safe. Even though it is not possible to do so.
I Tag for the fun of it….hee hee.