Kiss of Life..

I am stressed. I mean really stressed. This is very unlike me. I have weathered storms that would put the best people under the sinking boat. But....I am stressed.

Did I mention how stressed I am?

I have been responsible for a business since january and have quite a few people counting on me make the right decisions. And now I am starting a second business to ensure that Hunter and I have a future that could potentially be financially secure.

The last week has been especially hectic as with one business we are finishing a house which is always a time of checking and double checking. And starting the new one to get it fully operational. I am spread thin and I have been not myself and it just doesnt feel quite right.

Tonight is the first night that I have been home and able to work on stuff from home which usually takes about 30 hours a week of my time and I havent touched it in about 4 weeks. Yes I am stressed.

I just walked upstairs to throw in a load of laundry in the washer and I hear Hunter in the tub playing. And i stood in my room listening to my child as he played with his toys and did his "Boy stuff" and my stress started to ebb some. and as soon as I walked into the doorway to grab the towels from the floor.

He was rattling off yugioh phrases like sword of light...dragon of fire...stuff like that and he said "Mommy...Kiss of Life". And that is what i received...the kiss of Life.

Yeah that made it all better. All better.

Tomorrow is another day.....Another step closer to my destiny.