I was petting my Walrus all morning...

I was petting my walrus all morning …….
and alls I could think of was you.
Last Night I celebrated New Years Eve with Hunter. Everyone left work around 3:30 and Hunter and I decided to crawl into my bed and watch movies till we dropped! It was so fun.
One of my favorite movies is fifty first dates. I find it to be refreshing and wonderful to think that there would be someone who would love you so much that every day they show up in your life and find any way possible to make you fall in love with them over and over again. And on the days when you don't they try again the next .
And the man…he is so silly and offbeat he makes your toes curl with his wit and with his undeniable charm. Isnt that what life is about? Laughter and love and undeniable passion whether it be for someone or something? Finding someone who looks forward and not backwards and when you look at them … the only thought in your head is that you have seen the path that their eyes wander down and that you want to go too. That the like-mindedness of their thoughts fill your very soul with wonder and awe and you know even when you don't know what it is… that this is the man is the man of your dreams and who without him one day the sun would shine less brightly and your heart feel an empty spot even before you get your first glimpse of him that and yet again fall in love another day. There is just something less in your life.
I know that movie is so silly and funny and so darn adorable you have to watch it every time you accidentally pass it when channel surfing. And it touches you and makes you cry at the ending EVERY single time. But it is the best. It makes your heart warm. And makes you feel like you are home in the eyes of your beloved.
And Hunter…he has gotten to the point of actually finding adult humor funny! That was the best part of the night hearing him laugh uncontrollably as Lucy beat Olaf with a bat and ran after him down the hill. And telling me that it reminded me of me as she shouted " You better run!" …hee hee.
Or when lucy is singing and painting and so full of life that she makes your very own heart leap to see it. Her heart is so free to be who she is…its absolutely endearing.
I know this seems like some kind of a movie review but that movie always touches my heart because that is how I want my love to be when I finally find it.
Shouldn't your heart soar? Shouldn't your mind be so happy that every day is wondrous? Why do people think its not possible? Why shouldn't your dreams and passions come true. Who wrote the rule that you cannot have all of that and so much more? Embrace life and take it where you need it to be and not be held back by what others do and say because they do not know your heart and your soul nor do they know your personal destiny. It is yours to know and to realize.
And hopefully you can find your soul double to share all that passion and all of that love with.
The new year rings bright with promise this year…with new paths to follow and with new dreams to realize and new goals to pursue.
Happy 2008. May every path you find yourself on be prosperous and happy and bring you closer to your destination.